{"id":20375,"date":"2021-08-19T06:57:07","date_gmt":"2021-08-19T05:57:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/catalinx.ro\/wordpress\/?p=20375"},"modified":"2021-08-18T22:36:27","modified_gmt":"2021-08-18T21:36:27","slug":"echilibru","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catalinx.ro\/wordpress\/?p=20375","title":{"rendered":"Echilibru"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n\n<p>Cred c\u0103 am s\u0103 mai vin aici. Nu \u0219tiu ce e a\u0219a deosebit, cred c\u0103 a\u0219 putea merge la fel de bine \u0219i \u00een alte p\u0103r\u021bi ale lumii, dar incerc s\u0103 \u00eemi dau seama de re\u021bet\u0103. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Asta nu e vacan\u021b\u0103, e dezintoxicare. Aici nu-i resort, e sanatoriu de lux.  \u00centr-un copac e prim\u0103var\u0103, in altul toamn\u0103.Frunze pic\u0103 ro\u0219ii din pomi \u0219i le simt; le aud, le miros culoarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>  Oameni le str\u00e2ng s\u0103 fac\u0103 loc altora. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video\"><video height=\"1920\" style=\"aspect-ratio: 1080 \/ 1920;\" width=\"1080\" controls src=\"https:\/\/catalinx.ro\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/YouCut_20210819_003116867.mp4\"><\/video><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi se pare fantastic c\u00e2nd dup\u0103 vreo 3 zile nu mai simt nevoia s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, dec\u00e2t rar, nici nevoia de &#8220;ceva dulce&#8221;, de o \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103, de cola, de cafea, de alcool, de nicio alt\u0103 substan\u021b\u0103. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Practic, beau ap\u0103 \u0219i mi se pare foarte bun\u0103 \u0219i \u00eendestul\u0103toare. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0218i am avut oarecum o revela\u021bie cu privire la adic\u021bii \u0219i abuzuri \u0219i obiceiuri de consum \u0219i alte tabieturi \u0219i lucruri de care sim\u021bim nevoia, presiunea. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lipsa echilibrului natural \u00een via\u021ba noastr\u0103 ne face s\u0103 c\u0103ut\u0103m mecanisme de compensare diverse, majoritatea nocive, care depun balast in noi, sau au efecte adverse colaterale. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Asta o \u0219tiam, ce nu mai  \u0219tiam demult, de foarte mult timp, e cum s\u0103 ating o stare \u00een care nu mai am nevoie de mecanismele astea de compensare, \u00een care corpul meu \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103se\u0219te un echilibru natural care nu cere substan\u021be. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Unde \u00een primele seri am mers s\u0103 ascult muzici live, s\u0103 beau , s\u0103 nu m\u0103 pot deconecta de telefon , dup\u0103 vreo 4 am stins becul la 8 seara \u0219i nu mi-am pus problema cum or s\u0103 treac\u0103 12 ore lungi de stat \u00een pat. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 are leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu faptul c\u0103 ziua \u0219i noaptea sunt echilibrate aproape perfect, c\u0103 dup\u0103 apusul de la 6 \u0219i jum\u0103tate mai ai vreo 30 de minute de lumin\u0103, s\u0103 te retragi , dup\u0103 care este \u00eentuneric bezn\u0103; o tranzi\u021bie care \u00eemi e necunoscut\u0103 \u00een Rom\u00e2nia, UK sau alte \u021b\u0103ri europene pe unde mi-am purtat oscioarele. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In prima zi am l\u0103sat aerul condi\u021bionat \u00een blan\u0103 ( la 23 de grade ) s\u0103 compenseze entropia din noi. Pe urm\u0103 ne-am obi\u0219nuit cu temperatura natural\u0103 de zi \u0219i de noapte. Un pic jilav, parc\u0103, dar nu merita dezechilibrul termic cauzat de aerul condi\u021bionat doar ca s\u0103 usuce aerul. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am ajuns acas\u0103 mai slab cu  aproape 1kg f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fac nimic special. Adic\u0103 nu prea am m\u00e2ncat, c\u0103 nu mi-a fost foame. Chiar mi s-a p\u0103rut c\u0103 uneori am m\u00e2ncat prea mult. \u0218i nu, nu m-am chitro\u0219it, s\u0103 economisex bani in vacan\u021b\u0103, c\u0103 nu fac asta. Am observat doar c\u0103 nu m\u0103 simt foarte bine cu burta plin\u0103. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 privitul naturii ajut\u0103 la asta, dac\u0103 ciripitul p\u0103s\u0103rilor, sau valurile, sau faptul c\u0103 nu v\u0103d fe\u021be crispate \u0219i \u00eembuibate pl\u00e2ng\u00e2ndu-se c\u0103 nu-i m\u00e2ncarea de ajuns, sau serviciile nu-s OK;&nbsp; poate pentru c\u0103 e plaja goal\u0103, sau aproape goal\u0103, c\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00eenghesuie nimeni la \u0219ezlong, c\u0103 e piscina goal\u0103 &#8211; nu am intrat, am preferat s\u0103 \u00eenot \u00een ocean, c\u0103 nu \u00eemi cere nimeni ajutorul, s\u0103 decid chestii, s\u0103 rezolv chestii, dar simt cum neuronii mei se \u00eentind \u0219i intru \u00eentr-o stare de ruginire pl\u0103cut\u0103. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu am v\u0103zut nimic la televizor, nici filmele aduse \u00een calculator, nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 de talibani \u0219i de afgani, de infrac\u021biunile lui C\u00e2\u021bu \u00een Statele Unite ( cine o fi \u0219i \u0103la) ,&nbsp;nici de faptul c\u0103 rabla mea \u00eenc\u0103 e printr-un service, tot f\u0103r\u0103 aer condi\u021bionat, iar muncitorii din UK \u00eenc\u0103 nu au terminat casa.  Nu \u0219tiu ce-mi fac copiii, nu facem live video cu ei, nu sun\u0103m acas\u0103. Am \u00eentrebat pe telegram dac\u0103-s OK, n-a r\u0103spuns nimeni. I-au r\u0103spuns so\u021biei pe WhatsApp c\u0103-s bine, sec. Perfect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0102stea sunt problemele altora acum, s\u0103 se descurce cu ele.  \u00cenc\u0103 mai am ceva nisip in clepsidra asta \u0219i o s\u0103 trag de el. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00cemi imaginam c\u0103 poate o s\u0103 ajung la echilibrul \u0103sta pentru o eternitate, c\u00e2nd va s\u0103 vin\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u0219itul timpului meu, dac\u0103 nu cumva m\u0103 va scuipa iadul afar\u0103, s\u0103tul de mine. E mi\u0219to s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple \u0219i c\u00e2teva momente \u00eentr-un an \u0219i s\u0103 nu fiu sub influen\u021ba vreunor substan\u021be  pentru asta. Chiar mi\u0219to. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu am sfaturi, nu cred c\u0103 e ceva ce musai trebuie s\u0103 experimenteze \u0219i al\u021bii, dar eu am s\u0103 mai fac asta, m\u0103car o dat\u0103 la 2 ani, c\u00e2nd e r\u00e2ndul meu s\u0103 aleg vacan\u021ba. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"758\" height=\"427\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/V9I3RC4e78k?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cred c\u0103 am s\u0103 mai vin aici. 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